I thought I knew this part of myself. I though that that wall that I had built up was pretty strong. Strong enough to withstand getting hurt again. But we live and we learn. Some girls just put a spell on you. Once you inhale those fumes you are done for. Why must this always be the story with me though? Whenever I find a really great girl that is perfect girlfriend material she's never ready to commit or something similar. I try and explain that the right girl for me can make me become a better man. A man worthy of her love. That is basically one of my biggest aspirations. Coz I'm pretty much 30 and how many chances does life throw at you? 

This is by far my most personal post.